i am writing mostly because i am really sick of my last blog entry! i had to write a new one. the depth of my thoughts are so deep right now, it leaves me with really nothing to say. too much going on, and no words to describe it all…
3 thoughts on “what to do?”
Thanks for the new post…I as well was getting bored reading the same ‘Notting Hill’ post everyday. 🙂
I know exactly how you feel! To me it’s like drowning in a sea of emotions, every new thought smashes into you like a wave but it disperses so fast and so quickly leaving only a trial of more thoughts and emotions…and it’s all good…but you just can’t tell people about everything because it’s like this roaring river is about to pour out of you and you can’t control it, you can’t hold it in, but you can’t guide it when you release it…
Sure beats the crap out of not being able to write because your soul is stuck in a desert, though.
I know exactly how you feel. There is so much going on in your brain, in your heart, in your soul and you can’t possibly pin anything down or explain exactly what you are thinking or even think clearly at times.
It’s like river is rushing through you…full of thoughts, desires, ideas, emotions, dreams…and every time something hits you, it’s like a giant wave crashing into you but leaving behind a trail full of more thoughts and emotions and dreams and desires.
You can’t control this river. You can’t hold it in. But to let it go…aaaaahhhh, there is no way to control it once it’s released. It’s absolutely breathtaking…and scares the crap out of you at the same time.
But, the alternative is being stuck in a desert of your own soul and not being able to write because you feel so dried up inside.
3 thoughts on “what to do?”
Thanks for the new post…I as well was getting bored reading the same ‘Notting Hill’ post everyday. 🙂
I know exactly how you feel! To me it’s like drowning in a sea of emotions, every new thought smashes into you like a wave but it disperses so fast and so quickly leaving only a trial of more thoughts and emotions…and it’s all good…but you just can’t tell people about everything because it’s like this roaring river is about to pour out of you and you can’t control it, you can’t hold it in, but you can’t guide it when you release it…
Sure beats the crap out of not being able to write because your soul is stuck in a desert, though.
I know exactly how you feel. There is so much going on in your brain, in your heart, in your soul and you can’t possibly pin anything down or explain exactly what you are thinking or even think clearly at times.
It’s like river is rushing through you…full of thoughts, desires, ideas, emotions, dreams…and every time something hits you, it’s like a giant wave crashing into you but leaving behind a trail full of more thoughts and emotions and dreams and desires.
You can’t control this river. You can’t hold it in. But to let it go…aaaaahhhh, there is no way to control it once it’s released. It’s absolutely breathtaking…and scares the crap out of you at the same time.
But, the alternative is being stuck in a desert of your own soul and not being able to write because you feel so dried up inside.
Enjoy the river!