i just spent a beautiful evening with two beautiful friends. it was such a special time to bond, open our hearts, talk, and just enjoy our moment together at Cafe Latte. i could have sat there all night and talked the time away. i feel touched, and grateful for this gift of friendship.
something has been troubling me, and where better to express it then on my own personal blog? there is this person in my life (to protect the identity of this said individual, i am making this person a male with the name of jay) who has been pointing out an aspect of my character a lot lately. at first, it was funny. jay pointed out that my “glass is half empty”. i immediately responded “whatever!” (me? defensive?!) well, i thought…
sometimes it’s the littlest gifts in life that mean the most. sometimes it’s the littlest moments in life that mean the most as well. either gifts or moments usually come quite unexpectedly, and bring more joy then i realize at the time. a friend gave me four quarters today because she knew i was doing laundry, and had run out of quarters. now i can do another load, and i’m so happy to be able to get my whites done!…
i’m sad. that’s all there is to it. i always have this underlying sadness in my deepest heart of hearts, but usually it’s kept locked away. i occupy my mind with work, friends, church, groups, projects, tv, movies, reading, talking on the phone, eating, running, music…anything except dwelling on sadness. it’s not healthy to mope around and wish for things that are out of my control. because that’s exactly it: things are out of my control. i was talking to…
“Borne Supremacy”, “The Supremes”, a supreme pizza, a supreme burrito, a supreme being/superhero. Jason Borne is the best at what it is he does- he’s unstoppable. The Supremes are a hugely successful chic band. Supreme foods are loaded with everything imaginable- the best at what they are. A supreme super hero is untouchable. But, our God being supreme?God’s supremacy is too important, too great to describe. He is greater then any president, any king, any CEO, any leader, any ruler….
i just can’t wait to get on the road again! something about friends…music with my friends. blah. blah. blah. you get the picture. i took steps today people! i limped one feeble foot in front of the other. suddenly mean jokes from high school are haunting me again. “gimp” “gimpy”…that’s what i became. but, i will rise above the potential remarks. i have no shame in moving about like a grandma. i actually feel quite sad for the elderly and…
where would i be right now if i didn’t have so many little Christ’s in my life? i am more then blessed- that is how i feel this fine evening. although my foot is hurting me terribly- even after 2 more vacadin, i can’t walk, and i slightly feel like i’m gonna throw up- my heart is overflowing with warmth, love, and gratitude. one of my dearest friends left work early yesterday, drove me to surgery, and literally heald my…
i love pain killers. i’ll tell the whole story once i’m not so loopy. i love your prayers. thank you.
it hurtzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
